The last few years have been intense, and you’ve had a restless need to bust out of limitations. The changes you’ve made to your life have likely been dramatic, and possibly disturbing to those closest to you. You’ve had to justify yourself, and weigh your need for total freedom against very real responsibilities.
You’re at a peak of imaginative creativity in 2009. But there may be a delay in finding the right new structures for your talents. This can extend that very frustrating feeling of being in limbo. You may experience more anxiety, since you’re caught in the very provocative Saturn-Uranus opposition. Your own jittery need for change is amplified by what you pick up around you. It’s vital to take time out, so you can calm the chaos, to hear your own highest messages. Give yourself breathing room with creative pursuits that put you in the zone not unlike meditation. Saturn helps you bring structure to your day, as well as break down your goals into manageable steps. You can find discipline you didn’t know you had in 2009.
Along with discipline comes patience, as you struggle to find a new equilibrium. Friends that love you unconditionally and without judgment are priceless. You are learning to see things realistically, and sometimes that’s a bummer. But it makes you more productive, so that your wonderful imaginative gifts can come into the world. It’s a dynamic year for collaboration, perhaps in an expressive art.
Getting together with those traveling a similar spiritual path also brings a boost. You may experiment with healing techniques, or visioning, and that may include traveling to a sacred site. Expect some surprising signs that we’re all connected, that confirm what you instinctively know.
Your journey may seem loose at times, and without form. But trust that you’re on the right path, and what you’re learning will serve you in the coming years. This is another year to trust and “go with the flow,” while taking care of business in a responsible way. Your balance of these two intense ways of being will lead to good things this year that are made concrete in 2010, an undeniable sign that you’ve made it through the crucible with flying colors.
